Self Harm Evaluation

Age?
19
Sex?
Female

Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc.)

Ugly,Fat,loser,stupid,worthless,unwanted, mistake.
How long have you been cutting?

9 years.
tool?
Razors

Where (place) do you cut (school, home, etc.)?
Bedroom
,restroom
Do you have to wear long-sleeves & long-pants all the time?
no
Do you cut on your stomach, or chest?
No

Are your legs, arms, & other body parts covered in scars?
Arms
What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut?
 I don’t have excuses, people ask me why and I say it’s a long story, and It’s personal.

Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting?
No 

When was the last time you cut?
One month ago
Off the top of your head, about how many scars do you have?
100+
Do you have (diagnosed) depression, and/or bipolar/bpd?
Nbi-polar, mood disorder, manic depression.
Who knows you cut?everyone who’s ever seen me in person, my scars are clearly visible, and i don’t try to hide them
Have you ever been caught cutting?
By my little sister
Have your parents ever confronted you about a bloody sleeve, or towel?
No

Did you have a good childhood?
Somewhat.

Why do you cut?
I was sexually abused, I was mentally abused, emotionally abused and physically abused. And bullied in high school. Have you ever talked to a therapist or counselor?
 many!
Do you want to stop cutting (but can’t because of addiction)?
I’ve stopped here and there.
Do you like cutting?
it’s a guilty pleasure

How many times have you tried to commit suicide?
3x
What are your views on cutting, and other self-injury?
Whenever I see pictures or even people out in public in person with scars or cuts I instantly tear up because I know what I’ve been threw and I can only imagine what they’ve been threw to do that to themselves, and I wish no one would ever have to go threw anything remotely close to what I’ve been threw!!

Do you like watching movies with self-injury?
Never seen a movie with self-harm

Do you like looking at pictures of self-injury?
It brakes my heart.
Do you sometimes envy other people (non-self-injurers)
hell no!! id never want anyone go threw what I’ve been threw! and just because people self harm that doesn’t mean they don’t go threw hell! I don’t like when people judge me, so I don’t judge people!
Have you ever taken any pictures of your cuts/scars?
Yeah

Do you want to die?
I’m deeply afraid of death!
Have you ever done a school assignment on cutting, or self-injury?
Nope 

What do you listen to while self harming? music, mainly bmth,
Have you ever needed stitches from cutting?
No

Do you dream about cutting?
No
What do you use to bandage your cuts?
Nothing,